Class record!!!
I guess it may even be a school record...
An initial number of 15!!! students were absent from assembly...
But later on... Some came late bcoz of causeway jam...
And the rest were sick while Dave played truant according to some students...
Aiyoh Dave... You die arh... Haha...
Wednesday
1st period... Had Chem practical...
Fuck laa... I can do all (duh)...
But dunno how to identify it...
Must really buck up from now on...
Then had Physics test... Was okay laa...
Think can get 35/40???
Later on... Went for CIP...
My God!!! That was the best CIP session so far...
We played Bingo wth the uncles...
I was paired up with a war veteran, 81 yrs old...
He told me stories abt his life...
Anyway... Has the game went on...
We continuously reached the climax of the game...
Even though some of the students got Bingo!...
We let the old men try and outwit each other... Lols...
Then Faris so stupid... We wanted to play Ludo...
After our 3rd move... He lost the dice... Haha...
Then the both of us and Khidir played ball...
We kept hitting this old guy... He was really pissed with only KHIDIR!!!
Haha... Then after the session... We had more jokes...
Marcus was bullying the parachutist that is now disabled...
He asked if the uncle was Buddhist or Christian or of any religion...
The uncle said he's a Christian...
"Then you boy... You what religion???"
"I half-half... In the morning Buddhist... At night Christian..."
Haha!!! Then that stupid uncle ask him...
"Your mother girl or boy???" Lols...
Marcus answered "Who knows???" Haha...
Asshole man that guy... Funny...
Thursday
Had Sports Day today... Supposed to start at 8...
I woke up at 7.55...
Haha... Panicked... Then decided to take MC...
At Polyclinic... And the doctor was an ex-BPian!!!
Haha... Besides... I had cough... Haha...
Friday
The guys were supposed to come my house today...
But due to laziness... We cancelled it...
Wanted to watch Saw II...
Lucky never watch... I guess I can't sleep after that...
I hamci wat...
Lols... Planning to go out with Julius...
Dunno wat to do...
Thoughts for the past few days
What does she expect of guys???
Her boyfriend is kind and everything...
So am i... (i think)
It's just that she NEVER EVER had FEELINGS for me...
That's why...
I really never had the chance to show her how much I love her...
Love is unfair... I feel I can give her much more than him...
We don't see each other that often...
That is why I treasure and value everything that she does...
If he were to be me... I don't think he would last it out...
I'm stuck in two minds...
I want her to be happy but I don't wanna be sad...
As much as I try to forget her... I love her more...
Some of you might know how much I used to like Afizah...
That was how badly I wanted to move on...
Sorry Faris... But I need to make the comparison...
My love for this girl is more than all the like I had for all the other gals I've liked...
I know you guys/gals will say that all this is bullshit...
How can like this laaa...
How can like that laaa...
You will eventually forget her and all...
Haix... I never learn... And so do you guys... I'm not you ppl...
How am I to forget her... I can't... And have never been able to...
I feel her inside of me... Her emotions... Or when she cries...
I dunno what my life would have been like wthout her...
posted by when i was asked what is love, i think about you @ 11:20 am
