I was so nervous...
Even though it was just in front of my own schoolmates...
I was trembling!!!
Lols... But in the end...
My class won the debate topic...
School was damn fun and boring today...
Oxymoron??? Haha...
Then later on headed to Bethany Home...
For CIP... WHAT THE FUCK!!!
It was like so damn boring lo...
Had to play chess with them???
In the end... Played among ourselves...
Then got this uncle... Challenged me to checkers...
Asshole... Say that he was very good...
Somehow... His idea of good was not that good...
He moved my pieces instead... And his as well...
What am I to play???
Finally he said that I won??!!!
Woohoo!!! Whose your daddy now... Haha...
Then slept in the home for 1/2 an hour... Haha...
It was so tempting...
Since it was raining...
And I was so sleepy...
Anyway... I have been wondering...
Should I tell her now???
When according to her... She's already attached...
She has an ex that still cares for her...
She has a boyfriend that she loves...
And she has an asshole like me around to spoil everything....
I really really love her...
Michelle told me to forget about that girl...
I can't... Not that I wanted it to be that way...
I love her deeply... Too deeply I guess for my own good...
So what am I to her???
I will eventually be forgotten...
Haix... People tell me to wait for the right time to tell her...
But the right time will never come...
For she will always love someone else...
I love you
-Dan
