How do I tell her???
Without her shunning me???
Chances of losing all... 99.99%...
Chances of happiness... You do the math...
By losing all... I really mean lose all...
My life... HER... Well you guys/gals know how long I've liked her...
And it will leave a large void...
In my heart... Perhaps...
Perhaps it is still too soon to tell her...
Perhaps we were never meant to be...
Something that was/is very obvious since I first knew you...
Since I first saw you...
I have only loved you... I can't do more...
I can't feel less... If it's wrong to love I would have died...
If I had known love is this hard...
If I had known it was this difficult to control...
If I had known love is this hurtful...
If I had known that I would fall in love with you...
I really don't know how to tell you...
I appreciate what I have with you now...
A friendship... I don't want to lose it...
But the truth is I don't look at you as a friend...
Instead as a girl I loved/love all my life...
I may have liked many girls... But none came close to you...
You asked me who is the gal I like???
You want to know who...
I can't tell you... The truth hurts...
Hurts me... Not you...
I have not recovered...
To face another rejection...
But one question remains on my mind...
Maybe yours too...
Why do I keep coming back???
God knows why...
My only logical, emotional conclusion is how much I love you...
I must be crazy...
Coz it's like asking to be hurt all over again...
I feel you everywhere I go...
I see you no matter where I am...
I feel whatever you are feeling...
I see you smiling when I'm low...
A feeling stronger than anything I've felt...
I don't know why I love you so much...
If I were to say because of looks...
I would have gone for other girls...
If I were to say because of your attitude...
Then it would be unfair coz you are the prettiest girl in my eyes...
Is it enough for me to just say...
I love you...
And let love explain why and how much I love you...
I hope you find the answer you have been searching for...
