I've tried to hide it so that no one knows...
But I guess its too hard to control...
I just don't know how much longer I can hold on...
He just came back into her life...
I'm just another tissue...
To be used and thrown away...
I don't feel appreciated...
I am sorry coz I really cannot contain it...
It has been becoming unbearable...
As the days go by...
All I could think of was you...
And I still do...
Everywhere I go... I see you...
You're in my heart... You're in my soul...
I don't know what my life would be...
If I had not known you...
The hurt... The disappointment made me who I am today...
I value every second I spend with you...
Even a "Hi" from you...
Can make me live on...
For as long as I can go on...
I'm scared of losing you...
Getting your love is not to be...
Obviously...
But I can't forget about you...
I'm scared to hold on to you...
A hope that I've been living on...
Since I first knew you...
Till you're gone...
I'm scared to love once more...
I couldn't cope with it once...
Don't think I can again...
As I'm sure to lose you...
Maybe a while... Maybe forever...
It is something I'm willing to risk...
For the last time...
I'm giving it another shot...
Please open your heart...
As I've always do...
Lose everything... And gain nothing
Or gain abit and lose nothing...
It has always been a lose-lose situation for me...
But on the flipside...
I'll never experince this with another girl...
So whatever happens...
I would love to say thank you...
Good or bad... Sweet or hurtful...
For all I've been through...
When I was in love with you...
Here without you by 3 doors down is damn nice... Haha...
posted by when i was asked what is love, i think about you @ 1:04 pm
